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The Landscapes Between

Hello dear blog readers, I hope your autumn is full of goodness. I do love this season, so full of color and cozy comfort. I am writing today to fill you in on my personal situation, because I dont share much about it on social media, and I think some of you are starting to wonder where the heck I am.

Those who have followed my blog for a while probably know about my terrible back. It’s been an issue for 15 years now, and the subject does pop up from time to time, especially when it keeps me from doing something I really want to do.

For most of the past 15 years I’ve been able to downplay it and focus on what I CAN do rather than hat I can’t. But now...it’s much worse and I haven’t been able to do anything at all, even leave the house or my bed - for almost 3 months. I’m 53 years old and I feel like I’m in my 90’s. I often feel so depressed and bored and frightened that I don’t know why I’m even alive. I don’t dwell on things as a rule, I’ve never been a gloomy person. I don’t like t…